gnossienneyou always did admiregnossienne by slipcast-chrysalism
how i used to find the most amazing
in the most revolting of places
and then you wonder
how i ever loved you.
My Biggest MistakeI cried for herMy Biggest Mistake by aNsArIiAn
In the moment of despair
Did not wait to think
What could she do?
When they had gun to her head
And were dragging me away
Yet I cried for her
Now the moment has passed
Yet she cannot sleep
She hears me cry
She hears my wails
Now she has it forever
I gave her the nightmares
labyrinthi have vomitedlabyrinth by slipcast-chrysalism
dreams, hope and love
because they were meant
to be discarded as waste;
the result of bad decisions
and poor judgement.
learn to live as they want you to, little one
you won't find what you're looking for here.
praise the misconceptions as reality
and condemn what you love the most,
baby steps won't take you far,
backflip, blindfolded into
all the things that kept you up at night
watch yourself slip through
scrawny fingers and
welcome the pain with arms wide open.
home is not where the heart is
but the one bedroom apartment shared with
the boy you once thought you loved
on a cold november night;
a kiss in an alley,
frosty breaths and hypothermic hearts,
mocking smiles on chapped lips.
inhale the morning air
even with the taste of blood,
and get lost in the sound of passing cars
because there are some things,
they never knew you had.
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